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Last 2 Weeks of the Semester

HERE WE COME Summer semester.

As we end the second to last week of school and bring in the last week of the spring semester things are beginning to be really stressful. In the last weeks of school there are many finals being done, mostly papers for me, as I am patently waiting for the semester to be over I remember that my summer semester starts the next Monday…. so really there is no break. In the past weeks of online learning I have taken the level of laptop looking hours up to a new amount, I honestly think i’m up to like 10 hours a day now and it shows I can barely see to drive my car because my eyes are used to the screen.

One of the things that I can’t wait for is to go back to work. I know I know I will have my 3 classes until July 10th but at least I can do things during the day like go to work and have a job. But things are starting to pick backup at work since the COVID -19 shut down, has i like to call it, has happened.

Another thing that has happened in the past couple of weeks is I don’t get to see my boyfriend because I have to be at home doing my homework instead of with him. Sad I know but my mom has said that if its mean’t to last it will all work out in the end. He is going back home because he graduates this year and he has his 90 days to do so that he can keep the job that he wants. With all that is going on and the summer going to be filled with my school and working, I am hoping to get another job, so that I can go back to school for my second year that it isn’t going to leave much time for him so. We will see how this all goes.

I hope that if you have invested enough time to come back and read all of my weekly posts from the semester that you have in some way enjoyed my random blogs about my life. But this will most likely be the last post.

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Keeping it Random

So lately I haven’t done much but do my online schooling, talk to my boyfriend and family, and spend money I don’t really have on things that I want. So since I don’t have anything new to write about i’m going to do some of the topics that we could use from the teacher, since this blog is a school thing.

Me my senior year

What is a normal life skill that you never acquired and can’t do well at?

I would say a skill that I never really acquired and I can’t do well is probably I am terrible at dressing myself. Some days its leggings and a hoodie other days its cowboy boots, jeans and a Tee and I look okay and other days nothing that I put on goes together and I look like I got dressed in the dark. I know this is most people but I don’t look good in anything so I feel that I always look bad.

Spring or Fall – what is the better season?

I enjoy both spring and fall about the same but if I had to choose one I would say fall. I love the fall colors and how pretty it is outside.

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Here Goes A New Life Chapter

So Once spring break hit I knew that I needed to take the time to spend time with him for how much time he had been putting into talking me and how much he seemed to like me I wanted to know for myself how he felt. So I went over to town to see him on the Friday of spring break, I found out that night that spring break was going to be extended another week for the both of us. So I was sitting there with him on the couch watching Netflix, I know this sounds bad but it wasn’t all that happened was hand holding and cuddles. But when I decided that I was going home for the night I gave home a hug and that’s when I had realized that for some reason he and got really nervous standing there with me. So I stood there locked in his hug I had realized that he didn’t want me to leave for fear that I didn’t like him the way that he liked me. So I went out of the box, against the grain and manned up and kissed him. He then was calm again and was happy again. While I feared that I had fucked up and that I had messed up my chance with him and I REALLY liked him.

This is what personal happiness looks like

The next day he asked me about hanging out again with me. Tuesday night as I was telling my mom about this she said just stay in town since you have to work the next day. I don’t think that she realized that this was going to do the trick. So I got my things and headed for town now I had spent time with him in the past I was still nervous because he had asked me to go for a walk with him. So in the times of COVID-19 quarantine he come down and got in my car and we went to DQ and went back to his apartment and ate. When he wanted to go for his walk it started to rain, it made him a little sad. But I told him that it was okay and we decided to watch a movie instead. As we sat there next to each other and held hands and spent time together I learned that in his past relationships he never got to experience what a nap and cuddle buddy was. Well I had already told him that I was spending the night so I told him that I would show him what he was missing. He then decided to dance around asking me out but I decided that this one was on him not me. I said YES of course. But that fact that he had never got the chance to actually be happy with someone else and that I got to made me so happy and couldn’t wait to see what life would bring.

I got home the next day to learn that there was a bunch of family coming over to drink in are shop. Well in the most casual way ever my mom hinted hard on the fact he should come out. This was probably the best thing ever and I thank my mom for what she has done for me because both her and my little sister have said that I have never been this happy in my life.

This just goes to show that some times the best things come at the most unexpected times. I get to be who I am with him and he doesn’t judge me he laughs with me.

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Spring Break

So today was the last day of classes before spring break. I’m going into spring break broke, okay I have like 80 bucks to my name for the next 7 days. But that is just enough money for me to fill my car for the next week a couple of times to go to work. I think the only plans I have for the next week and a half is to got o work and maybe spend time with the one person that wants to be around me. I just can’t spend any money because I don’t have any, i’m also still waiting on my tax return checks to come in the mail and that is taking forever in a day to show up.

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Life Update Time

This week has been all over the place. Lots of stress, lack of sleep, being late, and learning things about new people in my life. In the past week I was late for class once because I woke up late, I ended up being 10 minutes late but still I push myself to do better. To add to that I my sleep problems decided that they needed to be extra this week and keep me up all night but I learned some things during that time so it was kind of a win. Lastly, so far this year I have made many new friends most of them being guys but with the new friends that I have made I have learned a lot about myself while I was learning about others and how they feel towards me and how I feel at the same time.

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Family Dieting

So my mom and dad have some friends that are huge into healthy eating and have gotten my parents to do this diet thing with them. The diet is a 30 day challenge where what ever couple loses the most pounds combine wins and the losers have to buy supper, they decided that the best ‘diet” is the keto diet all you do is take carbs out of your diet.

So far my parents have been going pretty hard at it. On the other hand my little sister and I are not super into it, all though I did weigh myself and I have realized that I should probably do my best to stick to this diet because I could lose a little bit of weight before the summer comes.

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Its Been 7 Days

A couple of days ago I went out and got new work boots I didn’t have plans on getting new ones yet but they were worth it. I got a $100 pair of square toe Ariat boots, if you know me I am more of a point toe kind of person but for that price i’ll take em.

A fun picture from a fun night with my lovely best friend ❤

In the past 7 days of my friend being gone at basic iv’e struggled with it but yesterday it really hit hard. I was sitting in the accounting room waiting for class to start while drinking a energy drink that she had started me in high school in pain in my new boots, that reminded me of her. Later on in the day I was in my car looking at Facebook and her mom shared some group pictures that were taken at her fort that she was in. Then when I got home I was sitting in my room watching TV and I thought to my self and thought why don’t I write her a letter. As I was writing her this letter it happened AGAIN I started crying. Now i’m not one to cry a lot but dang it hit so hard yesterday that I was having a tough time not driving to her house to sit there with her brother and her dog to then cry what would have been like the 4th or 5th time.

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Seriously Struggling

In the past week I have had many new experiences some of those being a friend leaving for basic training for National Guard, and somethings for college are just not going my way.

My high school best friend left for training for the Guards and im really happy for her and her decision but at the same time 3 months without being able to call her at 2 AM over nothing is going to suck.

The whole college thing, well i’m pretty sure that what is happening is something that I can fix with a conversion with the teacher and my laptop.

Something to give you a laugh. I downloaded TikTok the other day… I’m a little addicted … OOPS!!