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Last 2 Weeks of the Semester

HERE WE COME Summer semester.

As we end the second to last week of school and bring in the last week of the spring semester things are beginning to be really stressful. In the last weeks of school there are many finals being done, mostly papers for me, as I am patently waiting for the semester to be over I remember that my summer semester starts the next Monday…. so really there is no break. In the past weeks of online learning I have taken the level of laptop looking hours up to a new amount, I honestly think i’m up to like 10 hours a day now and it shows I can barely see to drive my car because my eyes are used to the screen.

One of the things that I can’t wait for is to go back to work. I know I know I will have my 3 classes until July 10th but at least I can do things during the day like go to work and have a job. But things are starting to pick backup at work since the COVID -19 shut down, has i like to call it, has happened.

Another thing that has happened in the past couple of weeks is I don’t get to see my boyfriend because I have to be at home doing my homework instead of with him. Sad I know but my mom has said that if its mean’t to last it will all work out in the end. He is going back home because he graduates this year and he has his 90 days to do so that he can keep the job that he wants. With all that is going on and the summer going to be filled with my school and working, I am hoping to get another job, so that I can go back to school for my second year that it isn’t going to leave much time for him so. We will see how this all goes.

I hope that if you have invested enough time to come back and read all of my weekly posts from the semester that you have in some way enjoyed my random blogs about my life. But this will most likely be the last post.

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Here Goes A New Life Chapter

So Once spring break hit I knew that I needed to take the time to spend time with him for how much time he had been putting into talking me and how much he seemed to like me I wanted to know for myself how he felt. So I went over to town to see him on the Friday of spring break, I found out that night that spring break was going to be extended another week for the both of us. So I was sitting there with him on the couch watching Netflix, I know this sounds bad but it wasn’t all that happened was hand holding and cuddles. But when I decided that I was going home for the night I gave home a hug and that’s when I had realized that for some reason he and got really nervous standing there with me. So I stood there locked in his hug I had realized that he didn’t want me to leave for fear that I didn’t like him the way that he liked me. So I went out of the box, against the grain and manned up and kissed him. He then was calm again and was happy again. While I feared that I had fucked up and that I had messed up my chance with him and I REALLY liked him.

This is what personal happiness looks like

The next day he asked me about hanging out again with me. Tuesday night as I was telling my mom about this she said just stay in town since you have to work the next day. I don’t think that she realized that this was going to do the trick. So I got my things and headed for town now I had spent time with him in the past I was still nervous because he had asked me to go for a walk with him. So in the times of COVID-19 quarantine he come down and got in my car and we went to DQ and went back to his apartment and ate. When he wanted to go for his walk it started to rain, it made him a little sad. But I told him that it was okay and we decided to watch a movie instead. As we sat there next to each other and held hands and spent time together I learned that in his past relationships he never got to experience what a nap and cuddle buddy was. Well I had already told him that I was spending the night so I told him that I would show him what he was missing. He then decided to dance around asking me out but I decided that this one was on him not me. I said YES of course. But that fact that he had never got the chance to actually be happy with someone else and that I got to made me so happy and couldn’t wait to see what life would bring.

I got home the next day to learn that there was a bunch of family coming over to drink in are shop. Well in the most casual way ever my mom hinted hard on the fact he should come out. This was probably the best thing ever and I thank my mom for what she has done for me because both her and my little sister have said that I have never been this happy in my life.

This just goes to show that some times the best things come at the most unexpected times. I get to be who I am with him and he doesn’t judge me he laughs with me.

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Update On My Life At This Time.

So they extended spring break for an extra week because of COVID – 19. Also in this time I managed myself a boyfriend. We have fully went online for classes for the last 6 weeks of the semester.

So I don’t really believe in what is going on with the COVID-19. Sorry not sorry I feel that unless you are and elder or someone with a respiratory problem you are fine, I’m pretty sure that my cattle farmer neighbors had in 3 months ago and that the government is going to hide something bad with this. I’ll get off my soap box now

But in the times of quarantine I got myself a loving boyfriend. How you ask? Well i’ll tell you. So for the past couple of months I had been snapping him not a lot but some of the times and one night I got a Snapchat from him, odd, but i opened it and it was one of his like high school best friends and him, they had been drinking. Well I LOVE snapping people that have been drinking because they are super funny in my eyes. His friend had added me on Snapchat and was snapping me and so was my now boyfriend and I could tell that he didn’t like that his friend was talking to me. This is when I learned that he liked me and I kinda liked him from the beginning. So we were talking and I said something about he should start snapping me more and from that day on he has snapped me like there is no tomorrow.

Here’s the cute part. one night I decided that I wanted DQ ice cream so I went to town, I had 3 options in the 3 towns and I chose the one where is lives because I like that one best. So he met me there little did I know that he was going to do that. And this is where happiness began.

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Family Dieting

So my mom and dad have some friends that are huge into healthy eating and have gotten my parents to do this diet thing with them. The diet is a 30 day challenge where what ever couple loses the most pounds combine wins and the losers have to buy supper, they decided that the best ‘diet” is the keto diet all you do is take carbs out of your diet.

So far my parents have been going pretty hard at it. On the other hand my little sister and I are not super into it, all though I did weigh myself and I have realized that I should probably do my best to stick to this diet because I could lose a little bit of weight before the summer comes.

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Seriously Struggling

In the past week I have had many new experiences some of those being a friend leaving for basic training for National Guard, and somethings for college are just not going my way.

My high school best friend left for training for the Guards and im really happy for her and her decision but at the same time 3 months without being able to call her at 2 AM over nothing is going to suck.

The whole college thing, well i’m pretty sure that what is happening is something that I can fix with a conversion with the teacher and my laptop.

Something to give you a laugh. I downloaded TikTok the other day… I’m a little addicted … OOPS!!